STORY:
I love being a mom. I am so proud of this little one and I would like to scream to the world how thankful I am for this awesome child. But: I also have fears and doubts. Fears of sudden child death syndrom. Doubts that I will ever feel home in this changed body again. Fear of doing things wrong. Doubts if he will ever sleep. If he is happe. Or if it is okay to miss my old life. But still, despite all the sorrows in my head, I love him to death.

TECHNIQUES:
Digital illustration in Procreate, editing in Photoshop
Original (see below): Digital illustration in Procreate, editing in Photoshop, hand lettering with UV ink